For the most part a vent journal

As time goes on I learn that Tumblr is nothing more than a hostile environment that hates people like me, yet I can't stay away. Am I in some sort of abusive relationship that I need to just get out of. No.

There is funny stuff. There is touching stuff. There's even a bit of educational stuff. Why am I not allowed to enjoy this without the other stuff? It isn't right.

There's some stuff that is actual real social justice, then there's the other end of the coin of the people who give those good people a bad name. I fall in the first category and yet on a website devoted to justice I am an oppressor and a bringer of hate, when I actively try to never hate a soul.

It's worse than that even. I haven't lead on to any of you this because usually I can ignore it, but there hasn't been a day that has past in the last few months I avent wished to blow my brains out for the world to see because I know that no matter what profession I choose, be it my dream of a Mangaka or a director, I know these people shall follow me until the day that I die. I'm not going to do it, I'm well aware of the mental trauma an consequences, but its still been there.

So why must I, one who has gone out of my way to show the same kindness and respect towards everyone, be treated as the enemy?

Sorry, I am just really tired of this mother fucking bullshit.